Then you remembered that you left her when you found your hearthrob. You
were old enough to have one, you had said. That other girl forced
herself on you, you had also said. Moreover, this is the lady you want
to get married to, I could remember you saying again. Your first and
last love you had called her, the girl, sorry, the woman you want to
spend the rest of your life with, I could also remember you had said
when you met her. That also was before you became a corper. You had done
some things with her too but not ''sleeping with things''. Could it be
from her too? You had queried me.
But you had your own clipper and cutting things, you do not share
them with anybody, so how on earth could you had gotten it? You wondered
mostly aloud when you were alone. People see you as normal but you know
that something is burning right under your cloaks! Your B. P. was on
the rise. Migraine came in. You contemplated suicide. All because of
that result! You couldn't have it, it couldn't be true, you had always
thought. You were straight, you haven't slept with a woman in your life,
apart from those mistakes, you had always been careful with ladies and
other things, you had said!
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